Happy

I have the urge to write but I'm not sure about what. I have a whole list of topics or even things I've halfway started to write a while ago but that's just not gonna do it for me today. Then again...I don't know what will.

The past few days have been kinda crazy. Not really crazy crazy, just frustrating, tiring crazy. I get so used to things being a certain way that it's hard when my routine is all mixed up. Like when my sister's stuff is all over my bedroom and I feel like I can't concentrate or get things in order. OR when I spend all day driving people around when I really want to just go home, workout, and finish moving into my apartment. Or when I'm slightly sick all day but go on a freaking crazy uphill run, cook dinner, break a roommates plate, burn chicken while cleaning it up, as a result kinda burning the pan...also not mine, but eating alone cuz my sister has to leave, deciding to go to bed early to feel better, break a mirror in my room, and...well that's it. :)

But these days, or moments, pass by quickly and turn around to things getting better.

I've been listening to a lot of music lately. Here's some lyrics from Natasha Bedingfield's Happy

Ooh…. Yeah! Ooooooooh.
Landlord's knocking at my door
Cussing me out
Got laid off my job the night before
Can’t figure how
I’m gonna fix tomorrow when
Yesterday’s still a mess
Can you tell me what’s the point man
It all seems meaningless
I wish that I could step away and breathe
This world’s trying to swallow me
Clear away the clouds inside my head

Someone just tell me
That it’s OK now
What are you whining about?

Got my dreams, got my life, got my love
Got my friends got the sunshine above
Why am I making this hard on myself
When there’s so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy?

People lie, people hide, people cry, people fight
And they don’t know why
If fear is all that we should fear,
Then what are we so afraid of?
Cause fear is only in our heads

Someone please say…
That it's OK now
(What are you worrying about?)
What are you whining about?

Any day I'll go mad thinking bad
"Everyone is against me and the world wants to fight me"
Preparing to battle an enemy unseen
During my stressing I’m blinded to the lessons
that could be a blessing if Id be confessing that the enemy
I’m trying to beat is hiding inside of me
Ooooh...

But it’s OK now…
what are you worrying about?

Keep your grind on girl…It’s your love, It’s your world…